A Suitor's Appeal

Late at night I remember you
As you  occupy A piece of my heart
And not just a pIece of my placid memory

I pray every night for you to  accept my love 
My  devotion,my everlasting admiration


But it's me that is wrong , I can't say the words
ToDay,my words  mAy look   silver or bronze
But tomorrow I expect you adore it with  golden heart  sincerity

Such a sweet rhythm to my ear;
To hear you say my name with compassion,
To speak right from your heart to mine
T'was a dream,my soul's last strip

For you I'm a just a passerby,a traveler
Not worthy of your time
But can't  you see,I dare land to prison for you to be mine.

"I want to change the world but in a simple way that you do . No ,I Don't want to be a Hero. I just want to be with you.♥"

 Dedicated to a friend who holds a piece of my being and my road to redemption.I want to say this in front of you but it's too late.

My Black Valentine’s Day

Day painted red Not by blood, but by love
It's a God-given holiday
A neurological day for the lonely
Yes,such a drug and it's killing me


Every day is Valentine’s Day
If you're here right beside me
Then ,I’ll be perpetual happy
Not today as your love shriveled
As the crescent moon swooned, I intensely Mourned




Black is Valentine’s Day
Lucid but placid, you left me already
Sleeping on the couch , unready
A rain in the middle of summer
You abandoned a soul as you disgruntled




Black is Valentine day
Day of reckoning has come
But my heart is not numb
Farewell my dear one
Today elated memoirs thrown
But Next year another grief reborn



Notes:

             This is my 7th year celebrating as a broken-hearted man. Time has passed so quickly but my heart is still sulking about destiny, and to all the people I once offered my utmost love and devotion. I am resentful about my fate and how it changed my blissful life. Or how it turned my self created paradise into a desert of frustrations and torments.

            A week ago I was so very happy because I dated this Korean girl introduced by a colleague from college. The date was so awe-inspiring, and for several days ,I felt an emotion I only knew back in high school. I was love at first sight , and I'm sure of it. But,I think ,for the frequency we were dating ,she has lost the passion in seeing me or learning to love me as me. The magic potion just vanished instantly. I really thought she's the one I have been waiting for- to fill up the empty spaces inside my heart .I guess I was wrong, and the pain in me drenched into my heart and then to my soul. I think I'll never find another girl just like her. I also think I will never be married. Never. I guess,it' not an option to me. Love is not for me.

             This blog of love poems and love stories is my only refuge to atone my love related issues. So, I apologize for some twinges or some melodramatic lines . Also, I wrote this love poem for all  brokenhearted lovers who are similar to my situation . I know ,it’s weird and enigmatic but I hope you can appreciate it

Update: She hugged me and  said to me"I like you and I am going to miss you" .These simple words really put me on me knees as I see she's happy with me and she's sincere about what she said.One day we will be meet again and that time I will be more worthy of the love i asked.Thank You and Sarang haeyo!

Just a Washed Memory

Photo credits to hl4rbc

Brown eyes can’t close reading  the words you wrote.
No  time; your constant repeat
Ignoring my pain and my name ,or all the same?
Tried to smile and laugh at it, the letter you engrave.

I’m Back and Alive!

“Every day is a gift. Every day is another chance to make someone happy. Every day is another moment to inspire.”

It has been three month since I started my cancer treatment, and I was lucky that God gave me more time on earth to stay. First and foremost, I want to thank God for the second chance and blessings. I am grateful to my family for providing me all the love and support during the time I was sick. Also, I want to express gratitude to all the people, who visited me in the hospital and in my home, for their prayers. I want to thank all the doctors from the oncology department, and the staff nurses who took care of me. Thanks for all your effort .I really appreciate it much. Truly, it is splendid to be blessed with people who loves and cares for you.

Turning Over a New Leaf

Welcome me, your new world.
I’ve come now loving, far from being bold
Marvelous are those moons, and suns, all in the galaxy
But not as appealing as your kisses on me